Iacinta

A small notice Three words And everything is simply Gone. All hopes and dreams Wishful thinking and beliefs Gone. Is it better not to dream To lay awake at night For endless hours? Stop dreaming you stupid girl You thought you could have everything But you are all alone. No friends, no future Only dreams But everything now is gone.... If my last entry was a thought about hope for the future, this one is all about despair and all loss of hope. I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks. Sometimes they get worse, like the weeks. Today I might have found out that my dream has been postponed or even crushed. I feel crushed and

Now that school's over, I find myself searching for a new path: a new job, a new hobby maybe. A beautiful summer awaits: concerts, trips, beach or mountain, going home to my folks. My dissertation paper was a comparison between the Great Depression and the Great Recession. Two things will definitely stay forever with me: *"The only thing we have to fear is fear itself" FDR's famous quote from his inaugural address on March 4, 1933. *Obama's campaign slogan "A New Hope". I feel I need hope, hope to succeed, hope and strength to make decisions and changes. And fear cannot stop me, not anymore. As I am going to these gorgeous guys' conce

I don't really know why I even bother to right this down here. Maybe because I want to remeber this for later(definitely!). And because no one will read it. I don't really care if someone will read it because I'm such an egomaniac and a misanthropes, (don't forget evil)that anybody else's atention will leave me as cold as I am right now,as Im writing this. Atention, one of the human top needy drugs ( aside to plesure and safety) kills everything. Friendship, moral values, love. Of course, without the other two the ruining cocktail isn't complete. Humans, forever idiots and lairs( House, you're so right!) can't live without their dru